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listen, the prior blog post (formula one dump) took some time for me to grow, but i think i’m happy with the size of it for now. and you might be thinking “oh, this girl is finally done writing about formula one”… the funny thing is, the quote that inspired this whole post:

"A man cannot step into the same river twice, because it is not the same river, and he is not the same man." - Heraclitus

came from an f1 video!

but even though this was sparked by f1, i wanted to talk about the quote; in particular, ___.

for the past couple of years after graduating, i’ve felt a little stuck. this was not something dramatic or even anything i noticed at the time, but i was not moving forward as a person. i actually already wrote about this, here, so that post can speak for itself.

i don’t really feel that way anymore, which is strange to say because i can’t point to the exact day it changed. over time, i have just been trying to put myself out there more, face rejection, and try things without being good at it. these little things every once in awhile made me realize that this big friction i

mention panopticon, moral policing, etc

TODO finish this!